It's been a long time and I've made a decision.I've been through a terrible ordeal since I last had you in my possession and now that I've found my feet again I've decided that I must make the murderer of my father, and the mother that I want, pay. They're both dead, or so I've heard, and there hasn't been any rumor to prove otherwise.I'm angry. How dare he rob me of my childhood? Imri, I'll have him dead before he knows it. Six years old? He'll under estimate me, and if he doesn't, all the smarter for him but he cannot stop me, his head will be mine. My father.. my mother.. I am a Grey, and vengeance is in my blood, even if I am the last. I've lost my brother, Samael, and while I miss him terribly the priority of finding him has dropped so low on my list of things to do it isn't funny.I remember when Aunt Nadia and Razael told me. I was on a street in Paris looking for Kendrew, it was one of the many times he'd vanished for some reason or another, I cannot keep them all straight. People say he's special, that he can see the future. I know this. I also know he reads minds, but they aren't my secrets to tell, and so they'll stay here with me, in this. This little paper book that isn't to leave my side ever again with what I intend to tell it now.I had a tantrum. Of course I did, who wouldn't, at my age? The woman I want as my mother already missing or dead, my father off to find and avenge her, now gone? Aunt Nadia told me who it was of course and I've vowed death to the demon who robbed me of my family. I spent over a month at their home in Lima just sitting there, being forced to eat, to drink, to even go outside and interact with the peasant children she teaches. Eventually I started to find my feet, I heard about what happened between she and the demon at the farmhouse, I've been carefully biding my time. I've read, and researched alchemy, I know all about cloning from the future. That boy I mentioned before, Ikarus, he is apparently a master alchemist and I may enlist in his knowledge, whether he wants to or not, in order to do what I plan to do next...But I shall have my family returned to me even if I have to pick up the pieces by creating portals in to Hell to drag them back out myself. I've begun to create a lab in my bedroom at the warehouse in London recently, in daddy's office. I remember Lime promising me that one day we would go to Seattle together, and so I shall use it, because it has the picture in there. Sammy told me there was a park, where you could feed birds, and Lime says there are different kinds of gypsies. She said that if I were her daughter I'd be able to be a gypsy too. I want to be. More than anything. I want she and daddy to be married and I want to be a family, we can leave this awful place and go to Seattle together. We can live there, and we can be happy.I'll kill Imri, save my father, save Lime, and we'll be happily ever after like those ridiculous Faerie Stories Kendrew reads.